Meaning of Past

Hello again.

Most or probably all of you have no clue what the Core Solstice is...or was.

I guess i have to start from the beginning.

It was 2011. My friend, Snow, and I were just walking down the hallway next to the library. It was after school, and the library was closed. There was a window looking inside the library. Well, we were just talking about sports or something, but when we walked past those windows, we saw a blank white face staring straight at us. But neither of us got a good glance. Just out of the corner of our eye. I ruled it a coincidence at the time. But Snow, already having some knowledge in Slender, persisted with the theory that Slender Man was coming for us. I replied by saying he was an idiot. A few days after this happened, I just forgot about it, and left it behind. I was nearly out. But then something happened. Something went off in my brain, telling me to watch documentaries on Slender Man, a month later, that one insignificant night. I got too caught up in it that night. I read too many stories, and watched to many videos, and soon enough, I was as good as dead. Eventually, I stumbled upon Prophet's blog on tumblr. After reading his posts, I knew that he was for real, and I thought I knew what I had to do. Later on that same month, I told Snow of my discoveries, and I told him that I was going to try to make Slender notice me. I should've listened when he told me not to. I knew what would happen. And I did it anyways. There was no stopping me at that point. It was the night after I told him this, that I discovered the Core Theory. The Theory goes as follows: (Copied from slendernation.wikia.com)

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THEORY

 The Core Theory is a theory regarding the Slender Man proposed by Robert of White Elephants. The theory focuses largely around the Tulpa Effect and was key in establishing the belief that the Slender Man could, in fact, be defeated, if not outright killed.
The theory goes that, through the Tulpa Effect, we thought the Slender Man into existence. While we cannot simply think him out of existence, we can shift our mental view of him so that he is not invincible.

The best way to do this, Robert proposed, was to use a story as a framing device. Different people would have different roles to fill. Once the roles were filled, the story would start writing itself.

ROLES

The roles (or (Titles)) that Robert proposed for the Core Theory are as follows, the descriptions taken from his blog:
Sage: ”There's a dark jungle next to the village. People who go into it never return. The villagers fear the jungle. Then one day a man with a torch goes in, the villagers scream at him to not, but he does anyway. He returns the next night, crawling back, bleeding to death, claw marks on his back. With his last breath he says 'Within the Jungle lives a Tiger, who is twelve feet long, obsidian claws, and has fire in its eyes...but it is just a Tiger and it bleeds.' After that he dies. The villagers no longer fear the jungle after that day. Oh, it's still scary and they take precautions from the huge Tiger...but it's just a Tiger. No longer is it Unknown or Shadows, perhaps one day someone will go and kill the Tiger...but there is no need for pointless fear.”

Mystic: ”The Mystic can equal to -Veteran.- Mystic has fought, stores the knowledge of the past, and continues to give support when possible.”

Hermit: ”The Hermit lives by himself, has developed methods to survive, and is willing to pass on instructions, but has his own priorities, and odds are will not fight as opposed to run.”

Warrior: ”Brave, Bold, Stupid in that headstrong way, Fights for the sake of the fight, Fights without fear, Only fights on This Side, Can push /Construct/ back to Other Side for a while, cannot beat it. A stop gap, and if they become an /Agent/ then there's going to be a lot of trouble.”

Guardian: ”Calm, controlled with knowledge, FIghts for others BUT will have nothing left on This Side, FIghts on Other Side, Stays on Other Side and keep Him there for a much longer time, will return when the Vigil is over, or if a Hero emerges.”

Hero: ”Afraid but pushes on, Foolish but gains wisdom from Sages and Mystics, Fights for those who are important to him, Fights on both This Side and Other Side Only a Hero can kill a monster...but the Hero always dies at the end of the story.”

Bluelight (of Speaking of the Truth) later has begun adding new titles to core theory:

Savant: ”A person of great and varied learning.”

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So that's the theory....I'm getting tired. I should get some sleep...I'll continue another day..

Lazarus

Hey Audi.!

Well, it has been a few days, but I'm not dead yet, sorry to get your hopes up. But just a reminder to those of you who have not read the first few posts, this blog thing I'm doing here. It is NOT, I repeat, NOT, an ARG or an alternate reality game. I don't know when or how, but Slender Man is real. That's all you need to know. If you want to hear more about it, read the first few posts. But anyways, Kiri is back. She was from the last gen. We don't know how she survived, she was torn to pieces. But for some reason, she is here full in the flesh. I have no clue what the hell is going on. She came back around the same time Slender started back his hunting season. I have reason to believe that he has certain times in which he gets his victims. Or tries to anyways. And another important thing. My proxy got out. Lazarus. Did I ever mention this? Well a lot of people in my tumblr group thing our whatever, have proxies in them. The names of the proxies? Well first off there's mine, Lazarus, then Phantom, Jude, Alice, Tristan, and i think thats it. since there are so little of us. But we all have a proxy in us. This is the first time Lazarus took control of me. It happened a few days ago, I had a dream where i was evading Slender, then i was running to this bright light in the distance, then someone came in front of me, smiled, and then threw me to the ground, then I woke up today. I blacked out for about 3 or 4 days, while Lazarus was doing god knows what. Well i got control, i dont remember how but i did. and when i awoke this morning i had a raging migraine. i only have 30 minutes left till the laptop dies. so gotta make the most of it. I'll post in a day or 2. Stay safe out there.

 Don't do something you'll regret.
-Enix