Generations Past

Hey.

So, I've been reading old blogs. Blogs dedicated to fighting this Slender shit. People dedicated to fighting him.

 

And they are all dead.

 Almost every single one of them is missing or dead. I never believed, even from the start, that slenderman could be killed even in the length of 5 years. I always thought that it would take maybe a decade before we can kill him for good. I knew that there would be different generations, each holding a dying flame. There are so few of us out there who actually try anymore.

 When I was on tumblr about a year ago, when I first found Prophet, that generation was the most, I think, dedicated to fighting him. But, inevitably, they each died. One by one. They tried to teach the next generation to keep the fire strong. And never to give up.

 Never back down.

 And to keep who we are no matter what.

 I guess it just never stuck with most people....

 I found 5 people who still had a will to fight. There used to be more than 20.

 There is no one else in the other generations to teach the rest. One of my friends, I called her Toxic, she disappeared along with the rest of their generation. She was only 14. And she is gone. She became full proxy and I wasn't even there to say that I was sorry...

If we don't keep on fighting, even if there are so few of us, there will be no next generation to fight him. Sometimes I think to myself, 'What am doing? Why me? ' and i wonder if anyone can help me. If someone could just make it all stop. I sometimes  want to give up. Just lay down, and wait for the end. But I never do, because I know that if someone doesn't get up and try, no one will. It's a burden, but it is worth while, because while I know my generation might not kill him, we can teach the next to keep going, and not to repeat the same mistakes we did. But we can't teach anyone...if there is no one to teach...so please, if you are reading this, and you believe any word i say, say something. anything. or even if you just need help to get away from him. i just need to believe that these words are reaching a few people who truly trust in what i am saying. who trust me when i say that there are things out there that are ruining lives. if you are just here to be entertained, thats fine, but remember, one mans happiness is another mans sorrow.

i dont know what im doing saying any of this, but i have to.

-Enix

Back on The Crazy Train

Hey guys...and gals..

I just feel like fucking shit right now...

I'm vomiting, getting nose bleeds, migraines, and when I do sleep, Slender shit is invading my dreams.

It's been getting worse since that time I flipped him off. heh....guess he didn't like that very much.

Well i'm back on the train tracks going into slenderland. Fighting the near impossible fight once again. I say near impossible, because he has been hurt before, and if you can hurt something, you can kill it. I'll just need to find out how though. I'm still skeptical about all that alex whoever stuff on youtube. And all that stuff about his supposed grandfather's journal, who supposedly was doing experiments with german scientists, when they opened a portal that led slender here in the first place. he says that journal can protect anyone person who holds it from slender. I don't know how true or fake any of this is, but I'll find out. And if it is true, then looks like I'll be having a little talk with Alex, seeing that he won't give it up so easily.

Other than that, I need to find out if there is any way that I could trap him. This ass has shattered too many peoples lives, and he will pay.

-Enix.

Heat Of The Moment

Hey audience,

Just arguing with Snow about these crystal/indigo dicks. I'm gonna just drag it here so i dont have to retype the whole argument.

ME:  so…i read everything about those crystal and indigo children and adults. i made sure that i didnt miss one thing. i now also know what theyre intentions are…and why theyre doing it…….and i say…..they can go straight to hell, because they have no right to be evolving the human race. we can do that on our own, on our own time when were ready. they cant just push us inti some hive mind dimension. “UNITY CONSCIOUSNESS" as they call it. screw unity conssciousness. i want to be free to keep my own mind, my own opinions to myself. havent you ever read the book anthem by ayn rand, the society in that book is just like the one these things mean to achieve. except they called it the universal WE. where everyone depended one one another. they were completely co dependent. no one had an opinion. if it wasnt for the greater good and good for the greather whole, then they killed you. these crystal and indigo dicks want to create a world free of sorrow and suffering. where everyone is happy. they think that humans are destructive and that the human body is a cage keeping them from the " higher level of consciousness" . and they dont know what is doing that. its called the human soul. they miss the point of being human. they want happiness? you can nevery truly feel happiness until youve fel sorrow. you can never truly feel peace if youve never felt pain. and you can never truly feel hope without fear and despair. no freedom without feeling imprisoned. and no salvation without damnation. habing a mind is one thing. but having a soul is whole different rollercoaster ride buddy. sure were destructive, sure we cause sorrow and suffering. and sure we are flawed creations. but the point of it all is we try. people try to be good. they are willing to be good, because it hurts us people to see other people in pain. bad things drive us to do good things. good wont exist with unity consciousness. because all people will know is doing things for one another. not because they want to. but because they have to. because it is against the rules to disobey. if they succeed then there will no such things as humans. there will just be mindless robots roaming about doing what theyre programmed to do. being human comes with the freedom to be and think what we want to. the freedom to be an individual with their own thoughts. the freedom to be you and me. not we. not one. but many. to be human, you need a soul. whats the price of peace when you dont have freedom….sorry if this was really super long. just needed to make a point. i would have gone longer but im pushing it. so thats what I THINK. me on my own terms. well…retort THAT Snow. if i were you, i would raise him to defend humanity. but who am i to tell you what to do. you have a mind of your own. use it.

SNOW:  Unity consciousness is more that we can all somehow know what we are all thinking about in some way. Its not that we’re under one mind but we can all know what we think about. Like lets say I think of a sentence….you’ll know exactly what I think. No need to talk just think. 
About evolution….
The human race is ever evolving and you have to face the fact that the generations to come are evolving. Face the fucking facts that we cant always be the same. We are evolving as we speak.

Now the crystals and indigos…mainly crystals
They want a world of peace with no violence. Thats where the indigos come in to help the crystal accomplish this matter. After the world has come to peace the rainbow children will come up to create an everlasting peace an come into a higher consciousness level. Right now we’re at level three. With each level we get more genes and we get taller and smarter. Do you even know why they’re given those names ethan? Face the facts and stop deluding yourself with your mindless opinions. Unity consciousness isnt what you think it is. And that’s all….lets what you got….just like old times…ehhh enix

ME:  they want a world void of violence but there is violence fore a reason. there is fear. sorrow. despair. anger. hatred. greed. suffering. love. hope. peace. forgiveness. happiness. all these things are here for a REASON. we cant just shrug it off and forget it was ever there. they EXIST TO CO EXIST. NOT TO CO DEPEND. and say whatever you want about my opinions. thats the beauty of it. you have your opinions and i have mine. except whenever we have these arguments it seems my opinions get you angry for some reason. back to the point. if we knew what we each were thinking then i would be dead already. i would like to keep my thoughts in my head thank you very much. and i know we are evolving you idiot. i just want to have freedom to do it on my own. i want to evolve how nature makes of it. but i will not let myself or my bloodline to be pushed into the direction of evolvement some fucking soulless bastard want ne to go. they think they can get everlasting peace? ill make sure my bloodline fucking shatters that peace. i dont believe in everlasting peace Snow. i believe in everlasting freedom. your turn.

SNOW:  Freedom is a virtue but peace is a gift. Do you know from who? God. Do you kniw who brought sorrow an dispair into this world? The devil. Before the devil there was only peace. But then he came and said to hell with it. Now we have wars everwhere. Gods only trying to give us back our peace by giving us whats needed to accomplish that. But be my guest if you wanna side with the devil.

ME:  I DONT GIVE A CRAP ABOUT GOD OR THE DEVIL. SCREW THEM BOTH. I’M FIGHTING FOR HUMANITY. Youre wrong Snow…again. There is such a thing as balnce. You cant hve one more than the other. I dont hve faith in God. He may be there. I may belive. but I dont have faith in him. I have faith in humanity. I have faith that we ourselves are strong enough to overcone all these bad things that happen to us. All the terrible things we feel. I have faith in that each individual can make peace within themselves. Because how do you know what peace is if its the only thing you have ever known. Peace isn’t what we make for others. Its what we make for ourselves. Peace is not easily obtained. To truely feel the joy and relief of peace, you need to know what it feels like to be sad, angry, and everythinh bad. It takes a long time. Most of the years of ones life. And at the end of our lives when we are old, we will have experienced everything good and bad. And we will feel the reief of being finally able to feel the thing that weve been searching for for our entire lives. Peace. We cant share with others pece that we have achieved because peace is not given. Its earned through completion of life. Sadly though not everyone gets the priviledge of peace. What you do now counts for the end. Whether youve lived a good or bad life decides whether you feel peace or emptiness at the end. All those bad people get punished Snow. Worse than torture. It is the feeling of knowing that you never reallly lived. Of knowing that you never experienced all the good things in life. And knowing that it is too late to change what theuve done. There will never be a world of peace. because peace is what we make of it in ourselves. And do you really think that if God didnt want bad things to exist, he would let them? I didnt think so. check mate?

SNOW:  Not yet. You see if you don’t have faith in hod or any of this shit for that matter then why even start this spirit science argument? Science and spirit science both back up the fact of god and him helping us in life. God has things planned out for us already. He wanted us to evolve now. Not later. Not earlier. But now. God does everything for reason right? Its cause he wanted us to taste the pain at its peak. Now that we’ve done that hes given us the necessary requirements to evolve into a peacful planet. But since you don’t believe in this shit theres no point in trying to get a reason across to someone who has no faith. Check mate. Just like old times ehh old buddy?

ME:   no doubt, because as i remember it, you always lost. and gotta watch what youre saying there champ, youre contradicting yourself again. you said the reason for all this pain is because the devil did it, now youre saying that god did it. what are you gonna say next. that you dont need free will as long as you have peace? now thats a bullshit statement. one of the things i value the most is free will. i really dont give a crap about that destiny bullshit. and humanity is not nearly ready for fucking peace on earth. is your head just tuned in to bullshit land, how about crap land. because thats whats coming out of your mouth. you of all people should know how valuable free will is. you thirst for power Snow. thats all you want. to feel powerful. a world void with anything bad, is a world of weakness. they have no hearts. their hearts are as cold as the graves sitting on their hearts. they have no soul. dont you know what a world of peace means? it means a world void of emotion. no opinions, no feelings, just a body without a soul. you know why? because happiness can lead to happiness in the wrong things and sadness in other things, joy can lead to joy in the wrong things, faith can lead to faith in the wrong people and lack of faith in another. i guarantee you if there is a world of peace, evil will only try to take its place again. thats why to be a world of peace, there can be no feelings and emotions. sure God has helped us, but its no different from raising a child, you show them the ropes, show them what it means to be happy and sad. to care for them when they are hurt and need you to stitch them up. we are growing, humanity isnt so young anymore. God can take off the training wheels. because i think that humanity isnt even close to peace. to feel peace, i think that all the nations and everyone needs to come together during a time of ultimate crises, be it from aftermath of a nuclear war , or an epidemic, or even aliens, whatever it takes to bring us together, it takes a lot of pain and suffering to put aside their differences and work together. we are so far from that. humanity is in mayhem. and it is only just beginning. but i have faith that humanity will be strong enough to overcome tragedy. we are not children anymore. we are still far from adulthood though. humanity still has a lot of obstacles to face. and we will get through them. so screw god and his crystal rainbow dicks. we dont need to be baby fed anymore. like i said before, peace is achieved at the end of our lives, when weve experienced everything bad and good, peace is not what we make for other, it is what we make for ourselves. hows that for a check mate? 

SNOW:  Ummm no. How bout no. Your perspective in spirit science isnt even spirit science anymore its opinionated words coming out of your mouth. Yes you say the world is in crisis but so what. Things can change in an instant no matter how big or small. Like I said before god does things for a reason. You said I was contradicting myself right? Think again. Gods allowing satan to do as he pleases so to speak. To teach human kind the hardships we’ll havr to take to overcome many different obstacles. Irs not that im contradicting myself irs that im thinking outside the box. Not in the one you’re in. Check mate? I don’t intend to win or lose either I just don’t like people treating me like crap.

ME:  who ever says i was talking about some crap spirit science. and maybe youre not as so much contradicting yourself as you are changing your statement, because you knew you were wrong. you said it was the devils fault, then you said god allowed the devil to do it to teach us a lesson, that was after i was done. the only difference between what we are saying now, since you are practically repeating everything i said, is that you are so arrogant. i say what i think and thats my business, but you take it so personally and you get angry because im denouncing your opinion because you think youre right. because you think your opinion is better than mine. other than that, we pratically agree on what im saying. whats next?

SNOW:  Umm no fuck you. Im tired of your shit. This is why I fucking left you in the first place. Im sleep deprivated but im not fucking blind to see that you always think you’re right and you try and make me look stupid every fucking time we do shit like this. Just cause youre a bit older doesnt mean you’re always fucking right in arguments like this dipshit. Its always you calling me stupid. Or saying that im wrong at everything when im not. This is why I left the core solstice. So it could fucking disband and I didn’t have to deal with your shit. Now im back by myself as the lone member of the core solstice. Your shit….i swear to god I only put up with your shit for one fucking reason and thats because I wanted to end this ass holes life. I thought youd treat me as an equal and treat me with some respect….but you didn’t…..you never did…..why the fuck am I even saying this I know you certainly don’t give a crap enix….you never do.

ME:  of course i give a crap, and dont turn this on me, and why are you bringing up age? age has nothing to do with it. and youre sleep deprived? i stay up all night every night searching for a way to end this slender shit already. remember 9* 13? i figured that out a long time ago. if im lucky i get 2 hours of sleep a day. i stay up all night trying to get shit done, and you tell me i dont give a crap? you have not the SLIGHTEST knowledge of how i feel. Ever stop to wonder WHY I didnt RESPECT you?? i remember when you always said I was WRONG. you NEVER GAVE ME AN OUNCE OF RESPECT. AND YOU EXPECT SOME RESPECT FROM ME? I GAVE YOU A CHANCE. I LET YOU LEAD US. AND I DIDN’T ARGUE. then you left. and all respect i might’ve had for you was lost. because you just walked out on us. you left us in the dirt. we trusted you. we gave you our trust, and you threw it right in the dirt. you left us for some shit theory. and you say youre the lone member of the core solstice? you don’t deserve to be part of that. and who ever said I left. i sure didn’t. and my opinions are mine. you dont have to get angry. remember that ol’ group of ours, the skinny,  mr bigs, ginger, passive aggresive, and us. they looked at me like i was a mindless idiot everyday. I LIVED WITH IT. Sure it got me pretty PISSED OFF, BUT I MANAGED MYSELF. I LEARNED TO STOP FEELING ANGER. You know there was this one person i hated so much. who insulted me day and night. who treated me like i was crap on a carpet. that persons mind alone, just so vile. to think he is higher than everyone else. i thought of killing that dick for years. YEARS. but i never did, you know why? because i learned to manage my anger. i could’ve kicked this dicks ass without a scratch. i was so angry Snow. and youre here sobbing because im not being NICE to you….shoot. if youve got any bullets left.

SNOW:  That theory I had ethan….was to see if youd still be a dick to me even if I left the group. Only reason why I left waa because you where the dick. Remember when you used to cut me off all the time….remember when it pissed me off? Remember when skinny, mr bigs and you didn’t care about what I said? Remember that y’all never gave me a chance to say shit? Only when I walked away and said fuck you did you all care. The only ones who cared where ginger and passive aggressive. The only ones who saw what I was saying and accepted it. We never argued and if we did we came to a mutual agreement. Me and ginger….the good times. But you…..I try telling you the shit I tell him and what do you do? “You’re wrong" “thats stupid" yea…..I held my anger in….I would’ve killed you if not for my own self control. People get tired of shit like that. I even asked you to stop…..you know what you did? You interrupted me over and over again and called me stupid….. yes I was the newest member of the group…..but did I have to be treated like that? Y’all laughed at me. Fuck dude…..y’all brought back memories from elementary. …..I didn’t like my elementary life……the nerds…..picking on a contradiction. …..fuck this I have band practice in three hours…..we’ll discuss this more privately later you fucker.

ME:  you think you have it so hard? my family BEAT ME. My UNCLE MY FATHERR EVEN MY DAMN MOTHER. THEY ALL BEAT ME WHEN I WAS A CHILD. I NEVER HAD A SINGLE DAMN VOICE. THEY BEAT ME TO WHERE I COULDN’T FEEL THE PAIN. I CREATED A COLD HARD SHELL AROUND MY HEART TO SHIELD ME FROM THE NASTYS OF THE WORLD. THATS THE TRUTH. I WAS BEAT UNTIL I WAS ABLE TO STAND UP FOR MYSELF, AND NOW THEY FEAR ME!! OF ALL PEOPLE, THEY FEAR ME!!! I DID NOTHING TO DESERVE THAT….when i moved to middle school, i finally felt like i could actually talk, without getting punched. when i at first met you, you treated my like crap and i wasn’t just going to let you. not so soon from when i had just escaped death with my family. so i stepped in for once and cut you off. i did what you did to me, only i kept at it becuase i knew that the moment i stopped, you would start criticizing every move i made again….fuck you. you have no idea the pain ive felt. i had to go to the hspital once because my parents cracked open my skull and chocked my brain from blood. and they lied about it. im not lying. this is the true reason why i treat you this way…

and that was basically it. don't worry though, we have heated arguments all the time. it went from indigo/crystal people stuff to really personall stuff. i assume that the argument will resume tomorrow.

see ya later

-Enix

Black-Eyed People

Hello once again, Audience,

So I was doing research, when I came across an article from someone in Kentucky. It was about this strange man with entirely black eyes with no white anywhere, who stood completely still, staring at the author of the article. I was a little skeptical at first, so I decided to go to the place where I can find where everyone posts things like this on.

Google.

After I googled it, I found tons of articles explaining different peoples encounters with these beings.

Through a bit of research, I found that when you see one, you get this unexplainable feeling of dread and fear. Most people tend to run, others have a different sense to show the being that it is not affecting the person, like fight than flight.

I also discovered, fortunately, that they usually come to you at your home or car, and have to have permission to enter, almost like a vampire. And if you say no, they will get angry and agitated. Other than that, they will be completely emotionless, and have no personality.

So far from what I’ve found, there are different accounts of these beings, being usually children most of the time in their pre-teens. And will usually ask for a ride home.

I still have to some research. Be back if I find anything important.

-Enix

Meet

I think we should meet somewhere. To talk about this, because I am dying to tell you what I've learned and I can't do it on a computer. It needs to be face to face.

 Well that's if you can make the time. Really all I do in this sweet shack o' mine is eat, sleep, and occasionally take a walk.

 Like the other day when I flipped off Slendy. Good times.

Anyways, see what you can do.

And....well that's all for now.

don't be stupid
-Enix

One Other Thing

Did I ever mention how The Core Solstice frightened Slender because of something we were doing or planned?

I don't know, but I think I found something. It could very well be what scared Him.

I'm sorry, but I can't say it on here. But you can find it. If you research. And that will only get you too interested.

Anyways, maybe this is too much to ask of the audience, but it would be nice if you guys/girls could tell your friends and family and enemies about this and the blog I follow.

 People need to know the truth, and the truth can't get out if one person keeps it to themselves.

People need to know that these aren't just myths.

Spread the Word

Don't Shoot The Messenger
-Enix

Double Death

Hello audience.

Well today I took a walk in the woods. Thought I should pay a visit to my old buddy Slenderman.

If you already don't think I'm crazy, you're probably like " why the hell would you go in the WOODS if he wants to fucking murder your face off !"

Simple answer.

Because I want to murder his face off, well if he had a face. If he did then I would murder it right off...

ok well now let me explain what happened in these woods.

 I was just strolling through the woods, not really expecting for anything to happen, since I haven't been in a while, but I turned and I saw saw him right there, and I can NOT believe I did this, and you are going to laugh your ass off, but when I saw him not even 5 feet away from me,

I just closed my eyes, scrunched  my face up, and flipped him off with both hands.

It was the single most stupidest thing I have ever done.

BUT to my surprise, it worked.

I opened my eyes slowly, and he was just gone. Vanished into thin air.

I have no idea why I did that

I could've run,  I could've even tried to kill him right then and there.

But no

I closed my eyes and I flipped him off.

Well long story short, I got home nice and safe and the dog that had been following me for a few days now was bloody and mutilated on the front door of my safe house. So much for a connection. Now how can I have an emotional connection with a nice dog that is in 20 different pieces all over the front door. The dog wasn't the only thing that was murdered. After I had to clean the dog up, I realized that the dog came back to get revenge on me by murdering my favorite shirt. Dick.

Well that was my day.

If you have any comments, you could just...ya know...comment......

yep

-Enix

Truth

Hello again tiny audience. After months, I finally got in direct contact with Snow. woop dee fuckING DOO.

Well, that's not why I'm here.

I'm here because you people don't believe.

 Don't believe the truth.

Well I suppose I can't blame you. You have been raised to believe that myths and fairy tales are just stories. Stories to scare the kids.

So it's really not your fault that you don't know that most of these myths are true.

And if you think this is an ARG, or alternate reality game, then you are terribly mistaken.

And you don't give a horses ass about it because you think that this has nothing to do with you.

Partly true.

See, if you catch sight of one little "myth", and you think you saw it for certain, it's not nearly any visual mistake or hallucination. And it won't just go away.

But sometimes, you don't need to see one. Sometimes, it hand picks you. You don't even have to do anything.

Other times, all it takes for it to notice you is a little research, or a strong belief or fear of it. Once it notices you, and you're not ready..

then you're already dead.

Let me remind you all that this is not fake and I am not crazy, no matter how much you try to deny the truth.

Explanation

I think my little "audience" deserves to know what the hell is going on in this blog.

Well straight to the point. What you so call Slenderman, you know him? In video games and stories. All I have to say, is that He is more than a story. All those stories you've heard about him are true for the most part.

I bet you're thinking, "wow this dumb-ass is completely crazy".

Well tell that to the people He's killed.

The peoples lives he has ruined. Including mine.

The Core Solstice was made to fight this thing. but after Snow left, everyone else just left, except for me of course. I just had a name change is all. Used to be Aeon. yep.

But something happened and now it has to be Enix. Too long a story to tell. Maybe another time.

Well that's about the jist of what's going on. Wether you believe me or not is up to you to decide.

 But be careful if you do.

 His reach isn't limited to a few.

Don't be stupid
- Enix

I'm Back

Hello world. Enix here. I was part of the Core Solstice. That's until Snow left. Then we kind of just faded away. I wonder if he knows what a mistake he made leaving to test his little theory. 

Now there is nothing standing between Slender-fuck and all is little evil plans of his. He was afraid of us believe it or not. There was something about us that scared Him, but now we don't know what it was.

 I  blame Snow.

If it wasn't for him, we might still be a group. We might have still had a chance. 

Now it's only me and Snow. The others left to live normal lives. As if.

We now reside on tumblr, where there are others like us, in our situation. Well, I'm still there. Snow left so he could just "watch". How melodramatic. 

Well, lots of stuff happening there, or at least there used to be. That was until most of them stopped trying. They just gave in. Some of them even turned full proxy. 

Talk about it later. Now I have to go.

Until next time.



Don't be stupid 
-Enix